She ignored the soft glow of 
            totara strips sanded smooth
            by many generations, 
              took for granted warmth from
              the polished black-leaded coal range: 
              thought only how hard it was 
              to fill the kindling cupboard.
           Much too young to comprehend 
            the widow’s weekly struggle 
            to pay six silver florins
            stared mute at the receipt 
              stamped final payment: 
              thought only how she loved 
              the beat of rain on iron.
           The gabled villa handy 
            to town, blue wisteria 
            wreathing the front veranda. 
            four rooms and a lean-to out 
            back, a WC in the shed.
            Closed her eyes to the ugly 
              china pots under each bed.
           Kapok mattresses and quilts 
            feather-filled, tucked in 
            to shield her from bad dreams. 
            Thinking they were poor, the child
            called everything old, and 
              pretended she lived next 
              door in the new bungalow. 
              
          The child with her own child stands 
                lonely as cars circle the 
                Island, loathing the noise and 
            smells that defile memories 
            of her first home. And shows 
            where the old villa stood, now marked
            by broken white lines on black.